as i look back over my life: but when i look around: just as long as your there: thru Christ i can do all things

i wrote this some years ago.. on some random.. who new it would apply today

im sittin here wondering why things the way they is
and wit that said
i take it by the day my man
and i keep my head up
prayed up
stay focused on God
i still got flaws
but at days end
God knows my heart
i gotta stay focused
stay humble
like the kids
take it slow and years later
I do it real big
I gotta make it happen
for all my family and friends
so i can send some money
to all my folks in the pen
dont wanna miss nobody
so i wont say no names
some folks stay the same
but i tell you thangs gon change
so you gotta do it rite
and adjust to this music
get yo praise on
or blow somethn to this music
i dont care wat you do
but i think that you can use it
and receive as a blessing
if you choose to do it
you will be blessed
be at rest bumpin to this music
...........(i forgot the last line) lol

i never asked to grow up the way i did... so i know God got a plan for me to please him by affecting others in a good way. #reality4me

So this one girl i aint talked to in yeeears.. lowkey missed her, hit me up outta blue......

Im still figuring out some things about myself

Gotta thank God for his grace during these hard times. Family first is one of my motto's and to see one hurt, hurts my heart but God's will is just that.....

Today... I prolly smiled alot but my hearts been doin alotta crying... but Gods will is Gods will... hurtin not for myself but for my blood......

Sometimes im in the lab producing and i been needing some lyrics so i write my own.. Omma post some when time permits

omma use this to talk to myself.... hmmmmm matt im proud of you (somebody gotta say it)

Tryna see if this works

not hip.. spare me

OMMA TRY TO STAY FREQUENT WIT THIS... USE IT AS MY DEAR DIARY JOINT YOU MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING